Life is a journey.....

Life is nothing but a journey, A journey where you meet lots of strangers all the way as it moves on.Some of them could be your friends, they may changes their path from time to time. Few will be your close friends, whom you see in your journey most of the time rather I would say they will accompany you. Some of them you could miss in middle, fading away in the crowd of strangers.At some point of time you will feel warmth of another stranger, who could hold your hand and move along with you, those becomes your life partners. Some of them could hold your hand but moves along with you as a complete stranger. There is nothing between them except the feel of touch.

Life is a journey, an endless journey. Someone will disagree to this, b'coz for them they see the end where life stops his breadth. For me life is endless, with twists and turns and there is an infinite path, and it keeps on moving. There will not be any death, for me death is nothing but the physical end, I'm considering soul as my life and it goes through its endless journey towards an unknown destiny.

On your way to that infinite destiny, you can make some marks or scars like the milestones. Your good deeds will be marked and your bad deeds will be scared. If my life makes marks after his physical end, I would be the happiest of all other strangers.Less scars and more marks that is my motto... an inspiration to continue this endless journey.

Make your life as useful to all others, even it requires to consume your precious life. Atleast that will make a biggest mark that you can imagine in this journey. Expect nothing, but you can always foresee the future or imagine or dream the future. But I should say that never expect anything from the strangers that you are going to meet in this journey.Expectation brings you hopes and sometimes hopes in turn will slow your journey...

Abnormal...

The path that laid so flat in front of me
My mind was there in company of thee
At that corner which is little distant away
I saw my shadow, moving along all my way

The path was clear, so as my stupid mind
Thanks to lord, Its all because of Your kind
Life, which I thought, not playing any cons
This time it forgot all those wild turns

Then I saw, what I thought a prickly thorn
My shadow told me its just a beautiful crown
So I picked up that, which said to be a crown
We might have picked, what someone had thrown

No one nearby,not even the gentle breeze
Just me and my shadow, moving at a brisk pace
Then I saw saw her, and I heard the sweet whisper
Cool breeze begin to flow, to melt our own despair

The magic had started, with her sudden arrrival
She may be the last one who decides our survival
The waves of inspiration, that flows into our heart
She is the angel, who'll take us in her magic cart.

Abstract Thinking

Is there anyone who can listen me?
Who can feel my smallest vibrations?
An anonymous call from a strange land where I can see all but nothing.
The distances are infinite over there.
Where I'm leading to?
To that deepest valley of darkness, or the highest peak of happiness
My journey had just begun, Yet I'm feeling so tired
Why I'm not feeling the existence? May be my voyage is too fast.
The strange voice is hitting my ear."Save !!!", "Help !!!". But whom?
Are they coming from that deepest valley?

8th March 2010:

Lot of times I thought of sinkng. Sinking to the bottom of an unknown world. where I can spare enough time with needy. My ambitions , my principles are not matching with my current life. There is a strong eager to change the current scenario. May be I should run away .Run away from this selfish world

Staring again (Sorry for grammatical mistakes)

Just some private notes:
24th Aug 2009 -
Yesterday I watched "Hum Tum" - a hindi feature film. I don't remember how may times I watched that film. Some of the scenes are very close to mine. Everytime it gives me some kind of pain. rememberence of Someone very close to heart. I had a painting in my mind which I'll be doing sometime during this week.
1st Sept 2009 -Over this weekend I watched 2 movies which were you can say disturbed me a lot. It maid me to travel to the past. Just to put down my feelings I painted the first one. Second one is these in my mind.
3rd Sept 2009 -
Just thought about the bindings that I currently have. I think that am being a slave. Slave of money. Every time when I feel that am out of this self made slavery, I realized that am going deep inside of it. May be no return back. I just want to be free. free from all these.
9th Sept 2009 -
Quite often I'm dreaming prophetically.Am noticing some changes in my thinking process. Am not sure whether it is for good.Yesterday I was thinking about individual freedom. Freedom from all earthly bonds. Is that possible?? Am confused now. Sometimes I wonder why am working , to earn money - to get financial security blah blah.... rediculus. Yes for me this is the most absurd thinking. We want money for satisfying our selfishness.I want to change that.

Trying so hard......

Am trying to be calm, but my mind is so turbulent.
Am learning the art of disguise... to show what am not really thinking.
Am trying to put a mask on my face which always show a placid smile , but underneath that I can feel the tears ... tears from my soul.
Am trying to be bold with an iron guard, but inside that am too scary to face this cruel world.
Am trying to hide my true love as Am afraid that I'll get hurt from the flame emerging out of that.
Am pretending to be concentrated , but I know that my mind not here anymore. He just wanders haphazardly.
Am covering my body with lot of red roses just to cover that bleeding heart.
Am trying to walk straight, but my mind always follows that zigzag routes
Am trying to close my eyes to make an impression that am sleeping , but the sleep is eluding me for a long time now.
Am trying to dream , dream about beautiful things , but in my reveries only ghostly pictures appear.
Am trying to be passionate , but I know my passions are gone with that thunder storm.
Am trying to speak with maturity, but in reality am ending up with stupidity, who is unaware of the meaning of being mature.
Am trying to act smart, but foolishness always prevails me.
Am trying to change myself which is now taking the toll of my life.
Am trying to do lot of things , but always ending up doing nothing.

Life...

Elements of Life

Am Dead

No more art which I'll paint
No more passage which I'll write
For me, Am dead like a fallen wood
The bugs are around trying to eat

Am in a spiraling web, a self made one
Waiting for the spider called the death
Bound from top to bottom, motionless
I want to leave all that which so dearth

I was happy some moments ago, but...
The Axe was sharp which cut me half
I can see the color of blood
Pure red from my bleeding calf

I can see those faces in masks
Blurred under the cover of eerie dark
Why Am listening to this distant song
The music comes out from a deadly silence